hoping Mom will enjoy the trip

before i write down more, firstly, I have to honestly tell that this story was inspired by what Agus told in his blog (www.avgustin.net). About less than next 2 weeks, I will married and the wedding reception will be held in Baturaja, the small town part of South Sumatra province, around 250 km west side of Jakarta - the town now I'm living in. You can imagine, how far it is from Demak, my home town, 8 hour driving from Jakarta at East direction. For me, actually it is not big deal due to I had experienced in adventuring sulawesi - the place that well known of uncomfortable road to be tripped and extreme landscape. But, it will be different for my mom, person who very reluctant to get trip due to the trip sicknesses problem. this problem often disturb my mind even has been my consideration when decide to ask my beloved Maya as my wife. nevertheless, the problem actually is just in my mind. even though i clearly know that the trip sicknesses is still become problem of My mom, but in any conversation, I can't find the grumble sentence told by her. She tries to brace up me and convince me that everything will be OK. it is really big sacrifice. Now, I can understand why Agus ready to ignore all of he has had and all of dreams he has built, just for reduce His mom sadness due to the cancer she suffer. Those are the reasons why God put the heaven below mom's feet.

American style authoritarianism

concerning the way of America in expanding the liberalism, democracy and free trade idea, there are some weird phenomenon arise when we deeply look at the current reality. just recall first that the purpose of that idea was to ensure the basic right of every people either in term of politics, economy, social and culture. well, the ongoing condition is likely to be in contrary. the policy they decide is more focus on their interest, instead uphold the core issue related to human right. just imagine, is it possible to provide people freedom in any sector and any country when they, in same time, try to place the military agent in every strategic area, which is actually it is part of other countries territory? yes, they just ensure their interest merely, even for that purpose, they had ignored other country's sovereignty. so what is the different between US idea with communism that use the power of country to treat the freedom of individual. actually, they just replace authoritarianism from inside one country to be applied to the world at whole. let see the future of this ideology.....